Friday, May 30, 2008

F&N - Mum's Birthday Weekend

ohno. my mum's birthday is on sunday! i've got absolutely no idea what to do. help!


anyway, here's another song i'd like to share with you.


there's something really sad about singing a sad song happily. well, not really happy-happy, but it sounds just cheerful and light. it's like smiling through tears, you know.


here's what this one says:

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.


just minimise the browser and listen first. try not to get distracted by what you see.


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

A Little Reflection Never Hurt Anybody (unless you're really THAT ugly)

today after class i satay-ed (stayed) back to play basketball with the batch guys.


always good fun.

anyway, i spotted kelvin walking towards the LRT. "going home?" says i. "no" he replies, "going to church"


...


HARH!!!!


...


ohno, the four horsemen of apocalypse must be saddling up.


the next thing you know!! maybe he'll even study! hahaha... just joking. good on 'ya dude.
anyway.


since i'm in a good mood. there's a lot of things i thank the Big Guy In The Sky for.


thank You for family.
thank You for a girlfriend whom i love heaps.
thank You for friends.
thank You for Silverchair's diorama album.
thank You for diversity.
thank You for roti canai (telur bawang)
thank You for constant reminders of Your might. even if You may be just moving Your furniture.
thank You for beauty that manifests in so many ways. otherwise we'll all be ugly.


and life is always good after a shower.



Amen.

aaaarrrrrggghhhh....


i screwed up again didn't i?

Friday, May 16, 2008

Beating Around The Bush Of Lalang

i know, i know. this is late. my mum rocks. she gave me three things that are so ordinary in my life today, that i rarely notice them. often, i've taken them for granted. and what brought on this sudden wave of gratitude?? well, mother's day played a part, for sure, but so did my big mouth. haha...


let me explain.


have you all ever noticed that saying something makes what you feel or what you are more concrete?? i mean, i know all the cliches about how words are nothing more than beautifully expressed air, but there are times when words become cement. or sand. or all those iron rods (technically they are called iron rebars). or whatever that goes into concrete larh.


like how saying things like "oh, i study medicine", or "shit! my exams are in two month's time only!"


don't you take a step back (careful, don't fall) and think, "hey! damn straight dude! you (which is really me, or myself, and yours truly) are ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!!! time to crack the books!!"


only this time, i had a conversation with llama. and i said this (pardon the manglish), "eh, i quite like stephen king's books la"


so, it all started with this guy.


i was saying that his epic series, the dark tower trumps harry freaking potter hands down! yeah man! it does. hands down, pants down, and goose feather down.


and i realised. HEY! I DO LIKE STEPHEN KING!


so i went out and got three books of his. pet sematary, carrie and misery. my favourite one was pet semetary.


spooky as hell.


anyway... this brings me all the way back to my mother. as of late, i've rediscovered the passion for reading!


and that was one of the gifts that she gave to me. or rather she shared with me. my father reads as much as the bush of lalang growing in my garden. so, all the book-wormish-ness you see in me? all from mum. the other two? well, i guess one of them would have to be just being so nice and so cool and so approachable. being a mother, in other words. and the other?


the most selfless one of all. because she gave this to me while she herself couldn't have it. it was the gift of music. crazy right??? i don't think i can think of a day that i didn't go through without playing the guitar, or singing something out loud.


anyway, i've read all three stephen king books, and one more for good measure, which was Cell.


and imagine my joy when i sat beside mervin today (i mean, not the sitting part, wait till the end of the sentence!) and i saw this book! i remember wanting to read it ever since... ever since forever larh! and he very obligingly allowed me to borrow it. YES!!!


this book is the god of small things



P.S. heh! the god of small things. anthony, your cock worships this book. hahahahaha....

(sorry guys, couldn't resist)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

AAARGH! RETROGRADE BLOG SURVEY TAGGING!!!!

debbie, oh, debbie, you little devil you. haha. okay okay. i'm going to do things differently, since she tagged me again. i'm going to give you updates on how i've been in the answers of the questions. (i know you didn't ask to be updated about poor 'ol me) but oh, well, here goes.



The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people. [i think i'll just ignore this... hahaha. i scared already. hahahaa]


1) How are you feeling today?
sink beneath the line - incubus
well my sink leaked today! (i mean it does that usually anyway, but it happend today too what...)

2) Will you get far in life?
fitter happier - radiohead
argh, i've been slacking the whole time. not one bit of exercise! IMU has been making walk up and down some stupid hill to get to my car though. garh! damn unfit....! at least tomorrow i'm playing volleyball. started itching for it...

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
uninvited - alanis morissette
ahaha... the fit gang (jimmy ng, jank, kim and now joony and llama) all went for gym sessions... AND THEY DIDN'T INVITE ME! (phewh!)

4) What is the story of your life?
meaningless conversation - jack johnson
ah, the crowd favourite again! ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING, OH HOLY IPOD??

5) What was high school like?
under pressure - queen
i'll tell you all why:
1. ASEAN scholarship. gah. will get terminated if i don't perform well enough
2. my class was full of smartasses from dunman, but i hung out with the slacker gang. (no change here!)
3. VJC choir. tri-weekly sessions (I MISS THEM LIKE MAD)
4. girlfriend. haha. love her to bits, but you know... IT TAKES EFFORT WHAT...
5. NAPFA fitness tests. gosh. how they seem so far away!
6. oh, lastly, exams. haha.

6) How can you get ahead with life?
Jesus of suburbia / city of the damned / i don't care / dearly beloved / tales of another broken home - greenday
hmm...maybe by stringing all bits and pieces of stuff together??? like this song? make sure they are in key first though.

7) What's the best thing about your friends?
if you have to ask - red hot chilli peppers
if you have to ask, they aren't your friends... (whoah, minghui, why suddenly got smarty-arsed comments like these wan???)

8) Describe yourgrandparents.
hollywood bitch - stone temple pilots
erh... i can't really think of anything. just a feeling of disbelief. HOW CAN THE IPOD TELL ME SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THIS!?? WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE TELEVISION!? THE TELEVISION NEVER LIES TO ME!! NEVER!!! i feel the real world slipping away... song... after song... until the battery dies...

9) How's your life going?
turn it again - red hot chilli peppers
it went well! haha... well, imu made us go and park our cars up at the top of some hill. there are loose stones, sand and dust everywhere on the 'parking lot' in place of a proper tarred surface. can drift there for you. come with me, i'll turn it again.

10) What will be played at my funeral?
boulevard of broken dreams - greenday
how come i still have this song on my ipod wan??

11) Will you have a happy life?
in the morning - norah jones
HOW can i have a good life if the ipod tells me this, and i simply cannot wake up in the morning? preferably my 'morning' is past noon and my bedtime is four a.m.

12) What do your friends really think of you?
stockholm syndrome - muse
YOU LIE TO ME AGAIN, OH IPOD. WHY!!!??? i loved you... i loved you so... i curl your earphones up so neatly... i bought you a soft padded pouch... i bring offerings of music... i will 'musically' kill myself, now that my belief has been SHATTERED!!! (now, to make good on my suicide promise, will someone lend me a punk CD? simple plan anyone? rihanna will do the job quicker, but i want a less painful death)

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
uno - muse
oh, i know alright... =)

14) How can you make yourself happy?
tiny little fractures - snow patrol
maybe there will be if jeremy cheah starts spiking balls at me.

15) Will you ever have children?
if you don't, don't - jimmy eat world
haha! smart, smart!!! my faith in you, oh ipod, is restored.

16) What song would you strip to?
love of my life - queen
it's such a sad song... =( maybe i have to get my audience ready for the 'show' by first lowering their expectations. haha...

17) What does your mom think of you?
fortune faded - red hot chilli peppers
hah! in your face!!! you optimists about me being a doctor are WRONG!!! hahaha... turns out i'm just wasting my parents' fortune. (gulp!)

18) What is your deep,dark secret?
map of the problematique - muse
yep! spot on. (screw you ipod. i hate you.)

19) What is your enemy's theme song?
war within a breath - rage against the machine
sorry to disappoint you guys, but i've not made any enemies the past week or two.

20) What's your personality like?
right on time - red hot chilli peppers
heh! of course!!!! am i ever late for anything??? haha.
was late for clinical sessions yesterday, late for lectures on monday, late for lab sessions today.

21) What will be played at your wedding?
papercut - linkin park
oh man... hope the missus dun read this, mr ipod, otherwise you're just a bunch of crushed silicone wafer....

Monday, May 05, 2008

Kena Again

oh well, i got tagged again. haha... this time by joon heng. you know, whenever i see a survey/questionaire on somebody's blog, i scroll down, and see if i got tagged. coz i if was, then i would just highlight and copy and read as little of the completed survey as possible. weird? purist? whatever.


anyway, i've done this survey before, i think, but i've got new songs in my player, and it always shuffles differently, so here goes!


The Rules:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.



1) How are you feeling today?
beautiful day - u2
whoa. quite funny this. was it a beautiful day?? well, we just got back from seremban where we played at battle of the bands, the preliminary round, and we got knocked out, but we had loads of fun. nevermind the stupid Mat Rockers/Metal there la. so yeah.



2) Will you get far in life?
throw away your television - red hot chilli peppers
okay, one of the weird ones. well, if you wanna get a little analytical, it says that we should try new things. so, as to getting far in life? 'the fuck i know man?



3) What's your best friend's theme song?
my sundown - jimmy eat world
hah! really?




4) What is the story of your life?
when love comes to town - u2 and bb king
ooh! i like this song!
"maybe i was wrong to ever let you down
but i did what i did, before looovvveee came to town"



5) What was high school like?
isreal's son - silverchair
aiyah, a little disappointed.



6) How can you get ahead with life?
ride the river - eric clapton
i haven't heard this song before actually. haha... hope they aren't asking me to go and ride the teh tarik klang or gombak river.



7) What's the best thing about your friends?
savin' me - nickelback
don't save me! save my future patients!



8) Describe your grandparents.
plush (acoustic) - stone temple pilots
well well. what do we have here? weirdness. we all see what we wanna see, and thus make seemingly random things appear to supporting or destroying our opinions.



9) How's your life going?
whatever's left - snow patrol
ahh.... the all rarely-listened to songs are surfacing! what they are trying to say?



10) What will be played at my funeral?
shoot the moon - norah jones
by then maybe i will be able to piss on the moon la.



11) Will you have a happy life?
beware criminal - incubus
haha! sure sure. that's just like telling you to watch out for drunken driving maniacs. simply can't be done man. they're everywhere.



12) What do your friends really think of you?
used to love you - john legend
ah! i did have that nagging suspicion they were all faking it. hahaha...



13) Do people secretly lust after you?
no association - silverchair
hahahahaha!!! cool! they don't associate me with getting hot 'n horny over me? to quote james bond on casino royale:
vesper: even if your little finger was all that was left of you, i'd still love you.
bond: ah, but that is because you know what i can do with my little finger.



14) How can you make yourself happy?
talk show on mute - incubus
hmm... talk less i guess. i should save my smart-ass comments for my own personal listening.



15) Will you ever have children?
cigaro - system of a down
"sorry mum, sorry dad... your grandchildren...CIGARO, CIGARO, CIGARO!!!!"



16) What song would you strip to?
the door - silverchair
ugh, you sure??? alamak, this is such a dumb song to strip to larh!



17) What does your mom think of you?
pda (we just don't care) - john legend
really mum? i swear, we don't pda here and there la.... WE ARE PART OF A RESERVED AND CONSERVATIVE ASIAN SOCIETY! (smell the sarcasm??)



18) What is your deep, dark secret?
square one - coldplay
my deep and dark secret is a square one?? hahaha....



19) What is your enemy's theme song?
leave me out - silverchair
funny larh these people. leave me outside your door? or out of my life???



20) What's your personality like?
meaningless conversation - jack johnson
oyeaaaaaaa......!!!!! how apt. my friends would all know this. haha...



21) What will be played at your wedding?
like a tattoo - sade
someone explain this please. i'm gonna sleep soon already.


i tag!!!! aaronghiwaierufah, chong bing, danis, debbie, and cheehau!!!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

F&N - Labour Day Week

hey hey! it's been a long time since i've been doing this right? well, here's a new one.


this week's Friday Night Noise song is:


Come Together by Aerosmith


it was originally done by the beatles, but this cover rocks man.


this song just drips of attitude...haha...


help me. i'm dying here. garh.