Dum-dee-da-dum!

Dum-dee-da-dum!
whoo, there's a wave of undescribable feelings over me. i'm sitting my room on a saturday evening after a suprisingly palatable hostel dinner. heh, the A's are over!! ok well almost over larh. i've still got my Bio S paper left to toil through.

gah, i realised that i'm gonna miss everyone i know. that's the bad thing about being a scholar, you're like a ship berthed at a foreign port for a while. i've spent a grand total of four long years i singapore, and i've built my life here. i've made friends here, and i've grown accustommed to this place, grown to quite like it actually. KL will never be as efficient as singapore, it'll catch up, but by then i guess singapore'll be ahead again. i like the clean streets, the fact that you won't get mugged out on the streets, i like the fact that the people working here pay attention to customer service and make an effort to smile.

but KL is home. it's congested, polluted, but it'll always be my home. so to those who are reading this, that's why this ship will finally say goodbye to it's surrogate home for these years.

living out on your own teaches you a lot about yourself, and forces you to grow, and 'the singapore adventure' has given me so many lessons that go deep in.

heh, everyone is gonna be sad and all, you know saying goodbye's here and there, but not me. why? i'm confident i'll be able to keep in touch. how can i not? i'm no longer that self-centred bastard i used to be. my friends,

CJC
ngeezheng, teikzhen, yeekiat, engtze, wanxin, teckleong

VJ
qadir, shiyuan, fairuz, nuraini, salman, loo-loo-lucas, benjamin tan jac miu

VH
zhisin, armando, hokito, cheehau, yaowen

yeah, and of course, lipjeen la, haha...

there's just too many names to type out, and too many people to remember especially with suede playing. haha. i'm really really thankful for all of you. what's a man all alone? no man is an island, right choir?

i said something the other day, "i'll miss choir." then somebody said, "are you going to join another choir?" i said, "nah, don't think so, 'coz i mean, things come and go, and instead of looking for that experience again, i'll just cherish it."

sometimes it's just great to look back at times you've had.

It's Just One of Those Times

It's Just One of Those Times
yeah, and how true. do you have the feeling you just don't wanna do anything? if you do, haha, you're probably damn slack! and would probably know how i feel day to day. hahaha...

anyway, i'm gonna eat soon, so yeah...

my birthday came and went, and thank you to all my friends who got me something, thanks to all who didn't 'coz i won't judge you if you didn't, thanks for all the well-wishes and such.

i thought that a birthday wouldn't reallyl mean anything anymore, not at this age, right, i mean, you've had a quite a few already, and what's a new every year? but then, i realised that that day, you find out who really remembers, and who really cares. and for that i am thankful. on a sidenote, my dad called me! (he remembered) and said "happy 18th son" (dad, i'm 19)

hmm...

so far the A's have been mediocre. hate this period. just feel like breaking free.

tahz. me hungry.

Lalala...

Lalala...

found this some time ago, just thought i share it with you all. haha...

Chip

Chip

say it with me guys: "i'm never going to binge on chips ever again."

gosh, you don't know the agony of a protesting stomach! i lay in bed wondering if i was going to vomit, or just sh*t everything out, or if both happen then maybe there's a vaccumn created within me and i'll implode.

haha. anyway, today's a new day. no more binging on stuff that i feel a craving for.

I'm Keeping This Short

I'm Keeping This Short

haha, like me. i'm short i admit, i don't seem to grow. (height-wise okay...) hmmz... but nevermind.

okay, okay, i set a limit to how long i'm going to spend on the steps typing away. by the time you see this, folks, it'll be posted no later than 10pm. hah, provided the internet is working then la.
today has been an immensely boring day, except i cycled to siglap to get some chips. i had this craving, i don't know why. i think i'm becoming a woman. hahaha...okay okay, so i cycled back and on the way the whole pedal came off. not only the part where you put your foot on, mind you, the whole bloody thing. shaft and foothold and all. haha...met lita on the way, and she couldn't stop giggling. haha, if i met myself that way i wouldn't have either. haha.

then i played basketball.

yeah. that's all. gah, just felt bored, so i think i'd just type a little. the maths is creeping me out, i plan to do some hard-core bio-ing towards the later half of the week and give it my best shot for the last bio paper 2 that i'm ever going to take. hah. take that cambridge!!

so, tahz!!

see? i told you i'm keeping it short?