Of Fire, Tightropes and War

Of Fire, Tightropes and War

hello there!! how has everyone in the blogsphere been? haha, 'blogsphere', sounds damn funny, like some new world entirely. why not call it 'blog-o-sphere'? haha, that'll be even funnier sia..!!! anyway, if this gets through, it means my hostel connection just got better...! whee!!!

i had my GP paper on monday, and it wasn't so bad, but i'd rather not think too much about it lah. a lil scared, you know that feeling, don't you? that 'the-more-you-think-the-more-scared-you-get' feeling? yea, that's the one. yep, just for saying's sake, i did the essay on war. hope i don't do too badly (hahaha...i'm too horrid at GP to be hoping that i do well). i tried to bolster it with examples and all, but being out of touch with history (the last i recall was in 2003) i guess i made quite a number of mistakes. anyway, that has passed...

had this absolutely brilliant idea of searching for chords online for this song, 'fire' by babyface and some woman lah. i remember that song crystal clear, and it's so timeless! haha, "when we kiss, oooooh, fire..." but then i realised that U2 has a song called babyface too, and guess who was more popular...(darn it!)

gaaaah,i read a really sad blog just now. gosh. it felt like...like...(ahha!) like drinking a cold drink suddenly on a hot day. you feel that spreading cool throughout your body right? well, reading that blog was a lot like that, just that the cold stayed there...*sigh* wish i could do something. just feel so helpless.

read a few happy blogs too, and i enjoyed them! hahaha...when i started this one out, i pledged silently to myself, 'let this be one that's a wee bit happier' but i find that it really takes energy, and time...(and a reliable hostel connection of course). so nevermind. since i blog sporadically only...whatever la right, my dears?

psh. you ever had those times when you just cease to click with someone close to you? like a good friend or a family member? well, that's hapenning to me now. gosh, i just fall into these things like a bimbo from a tightrope. clueless and sometimes so blur the i hardly realise i've fallen into that phase again. it's really hard, knowing that you care, and you still do, but breaking beyond the ice is JUST TOO DAMN HARD! gah...shiiiiite....

and whoohoo!!! i can't wait to go home after A's!!! i don't know why i distract myself so much,(erm, minghui, like blogging at 3+ am?). like thinking of what to ask from my dad for my bday/exams/xmas. sorry, guys, i know this sounds really materialistic, but that's the way it works in my family. you gotta ask else you wouldn't get anything. it's that way when one doesn't take initiative to get you stuff you like ('coz most of the time he doesn't think of you, or you don't feel like opening up).

guess we all live pretty weird lives huh?

till next time guys!

The Little Stuff...

The Little Stuff...

hmm, the weekend flew past, bringing lots of little stuff to this mundane life of mine. for starters, on saturday, i attended the ASEAN dance. hahaha...quite fun, although i arrived at 9 something for the whole fiasco, it was quite enjoyable. there was this forced feeling to it though, like 'yo guys!!! come and dance....!!! pleeease?'

with college day last thursday, i have no more choir for the rest of the year!! yippee! no more 7 to 7 schooldays and saturday practices! but i have to admit. i'll miss singing with them. it's like that, at the start of the year, you pick up about 15+ songs and struggle to have them memorised with all the correct dynamics and moods etc...and now, at this stage, all we have to do is bank on our hard work months ago and sing!! great times, but like everything, good and bad, they'll have to come to an end.

well then 'coz of the coming national day holidays, the school is declaring a holiday on tuesday (the day itself) and wednesday. that means i can skip the school celebrations on monday and have a reeeeeeaaaalllllyyy long weekend for a breif siesta back home KL. i'm so excited! i just can't wait. there's this whole house warming party on sunday at which me and my mum will play host (my brother has his CCA commitments, not that he's so eager to help out at home, really), then i'll have GOT to try out the pool and the gym with my family and yeah! just slacking around will be bliss lah...but sadly, i'll have to bring back my mugging kit (notes, tys etc...) 'coz the prelims are coming yet closer.

well, that's all the happened really. not bad for a weekend huh? i wanna buy my sandman comics...!!!

kudos to those who read this!