Of Fire, Tightropes and War

Of Fire, Tightropes and War

hello there!! how has everyone in the blogsphere been? haha, 'blogsphere', sounds damn funny, like some new world entirely. why not call it 'blog-o-sphere'? haha, that'll be even funnier sia..!!! anyway, if this gets through, it means my hostel connection just got better...! whee!!!

i had my GP paper on monday, and it wasn't so bad, but i'd rather not think too much about it lah. a lil scared, you know that feeling, don't you? that 'the-more-you-think-the-more-scared-you-get' feeling? yea, that's the one. yep, just for saying's sake, i did the essay on war. hope i don't do too badly (hahaha...i'm too horrid at GP to be hoping that i do well). i tried to bolster it with examples and all, but being out of touch with history (the last i recall was in 2003) i guess i made quite a number of mistakes. anyway, that has passed...

had this absolutely brilliant idea of searching for chords online for this song, 'fire' by babyface and some woman lah. i remember that song crystal clear, and it's so timeless! haha, "when we kiss, oooooh, fire..." but then i realised that U2 has a song called babyface too, and guess who was more popular...(darn it!)

gaaaah,i read a really sad blog just now. gosh. it felt like...like...(ahha!) like drinking a cold drink suddenly on a hot day. you feel that spreading cool throughout your body right? well, reading that blog was a lot like that, just that the cold stayed there...*sigh* wish i could do something. just feel so helpless.

read a few happy blogs too, and i enjoyed them! hahaha...when i started this one out, i pledged silently to myself, 'let this be one that's a wee bit happier' but i find that it really takes energy, and time...(and a reliable hostel connection of course). so nevermind. since i blog sporadically only...whatever la right, my dears?

psh. you ever had those times when you just cease to click with someone close to you? like a good friend or a family member? well, that's hapenning to me now. gosh, i just fall into these things like a bimbo from a tightrope. clueless and sometimes so blur the i hardly realise i've fallen into that phase again. it's really hard, knowing that you care, and you still do, but breaking beyond the ice is JUST TOO DAMN HARD! gah...shiiiiite....

and whoohoo!!! i can't wait to go home after A's!!! i don't know why i distract myself so much,(erm, minghui, like blogging at 3+ am?). like thinking of what to ask from my dad for my bday/exams/xmas. sorry, guys, i know this sounds really materialistic, but that's the way it works in my family. you gotta ask else you wouldn't get anything. it's that way when one doesn't take initiative to get you stuff you like ('coz most of the time he doesn't think of you, or you don't feel like opening up).

guess we all live pretty weird lives huh?

till next time guys!