I Hate Thinking Up Titles

ah. today, at eleven am (zzz...) i was woken up by my cousin meisze. she was worried that my grandma may pass away. like what seng chye said: a passing now would be a blessed release for her. i agree. poor thing.

sometime i really wonder. what is it like to be her. are you awake, but trapped inside your own body? or does your awareness fade altogether? i think therefore i am. so if i have no thoughts in my head, no spark of emotion, am i alive? i don't even know if i am breathing. i don't know if anyone pried my eyes open to drip eyedrops in.

anyway. on a lighter note, we went jamming today, and it was really good!
we chose our three main songs for finale night. and are going to prepare two more (just in case).

we also had to choose a name for our band. we nearly chose this name called "drink drank drunk, ta-DAH!!!" we initially stopped at "drink drank drunk" but we wanted to dedicate a syllable to every band member (we have five) so hence the "ta-DAH!!!" at the end. hahaha....

the story goes: when we announce that name, we would have to point to each person and say one of the syllables so it went like this:

"drink..." kelvin
"drank..." anthony (the first two name assignments were for no apparent reason, but...)
"drunk..." sengchye ('CAUSE HE'S ALWAYS ACTING DRUNK AND ALL....)
"ta-DAH!!!" me and matthew. (again, for no apparent reason)

i think sengchyes face was so funny at the time this idea was concieved that kelvin laughed till he teared...(as in had tears in his eyes. he didn't get torn apart)

we didn't choose that name anyway.

my voice is in a bad shape now. it's all horse (haha)... but oh well...

and matthew's body shampoo is in the boot of my car! that's his problem, but if he smells funny next week... let me know ok? because by then it would be our problem too.

tahz! gonna go to puisan's birthday party at maison's... i don't feel like going clubbing, but ohwell...nevermind la...i won't drink. my liver needs a break (and a brake).

as for what i resolved to do everyday, today i have had:
no studies
no exercise
no fruits (only a juice)
but i DID sing!